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What if Spirit offered you guidance but you weren’t in a place to accept it? What if you fought and railed and shook your fist in anger instead because for the life of you, you couldn’t  see how the situation you were in could possibly be moving toward any ‘greater good’? Suddenly you find yourself frustrated beyond belief; perhaps a little agony and lots of confusion tossed in for good measure… Maybe your are just feeling numb.

Some suggest we are here on this earth journey exactly for that purpose! To ‘feel’ deeply, and to allow ourselves to puzzle through and find the light on the other side of any challenge that comes into our life. But what of those moments?

What is Spirit’s reaction to our stumbling in the face of grace?

Here is a conversation I had with Spirit in this regard a few years ago. My hope is that you will find comfort in knowing that Spirit holds free will in such high regard.

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Without Trust There Is No Guidance, Only Suspicion

Inconvenient though it may be
     I bring you news
          That all may not be as it seems

This is the truth of it

     If you wish
          I can share it with you.

Yes, please, Spirit. My heart aches to know.

When you come to work in this plane
     Because it is work
          It isn’t easy

When you come to work on this plane
     There are certain milestones to pass
          That lead you one way or the other

Each opportunity that arises
     Gives rise to another
          And another
     One possibility leading to another
          And on
               In all directions

When one starts out
     One never knows where one might end up
          Because

We have choices

There is no
     The ‘right’ choice
          And the ‘wrong’ choice
     There is only
          ‘The’ choice we make in any one moment

And then, of course,
     There is
          Where that choice leads us

I can’t tell you what will happen next
     It isn’t up to me
          In which case,

      Isn’t it wise that you are one
          Who makes a point of considering deeply
               All the possible outcomes before you take a step?

I want you to consider this:

Let me lead you in the way I see best
     In this matter of your heart….

What might you mean by this, Spirit?

        Trust me

                Can you do that?

Ah Spirit. You ask a great deal of me

I ask you for consideration only

     The choice is, of course, completely up to you

What is the difference then, Spirit? If I can’t open my heart to trust you, then I lose the guidance I seek. Where is the choice in this?

      Without trust there is no guidance
          Only suspicion

Then, I am willing to listen, Spirit. What do you wish to suggest?

      Open your heart

                    Let love rein

Trust the emptiness you feel is only temporary

      Open to the possibility
          Of life beyond this death

POSH!

It’s all a Universal trick!

I was promised, for years, and now I am abandoned

          Forsaken

                    Thrown away
                              Without so much as a moments grace

You are beyond cruel, Spirit. In your nonsense about living One’s Truth.

I can live and pray for my deepest desire but nothing comes of it, and so
You abandon me to emptiness

How can I trust again after this?

What a disgusting sense of humour this

I don’t speak in anger in this moment. I speak my mind. There has to be a place for me to use my voice – where someone will listen?

                                                  Am I worth nothing?

And now I am in no place to listen

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It’s a matter of letting go of fear, would you say? I fought tooth and nail before I was in a place to consider doing so for my own dear self. Letting go of fear is not always easy by any means, but what glory comes with trusting that there is nothing but love for you, if you will only find a way to let it in! “Let love in!” This is what Spirit whispers to us without end.  What a glorious day it will be for all, when we choose love!

 

© Copyright 2016 All Rights Reserved Catherine ~ On Spirits’ Wings

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