After witnessing the death of a friend
I chose to become quite fearful
Of the possibility
That the same fate may befall me
Because of that
My life turned inward
And I chose to live
Within the safety of
The four walls of my house
It was rare I would leave the doorstep
Always looking on
But never entering into the world
And so,
I watched it pass me by
Rather than engage me
Would it be too much to ask
To start all over again?
I’d like to try a different path this time
One where this fear didn’t overcome me
Or bring me to my knees
I’d wish instead
To tumble upward with my friend
And carry her to Heaven
Cradled in my loving arms
I’d like to stand outside the gates of Heaven
And see her safely through those doors
I’d like to kiss her lips
And whisper a promise
To see her again one day
And then I’d return to LIVE
To live each day in a way that stretched me outward
Instead
Up and down
And all around in every direction so as to show the world
There is no separation
We are all one
There is nothing to fear
And isn’t that the greatest gift?
“Go in Peace
I wish I’d said,
“And let me go there with you.”
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© Copyright 2016 All Rights Reserved Catherine ~ On Spirits’ Wings
Sweet and powerful. Thank you Catherine.
Mmmm. This one grips me by the heart and takes me home, somehow. I am so filled with gratitude to be part of this dance.
Hope you are well!
Catherine ~
I happened upon this blog by accident.This is exactly what happened to me when my sister dies 3 years ago. I’ve been suffering from extreme anxiety and developed health problems since then. I’m struggling. Some days I feel that I see some light, others I’m back where I was. I’m a strong person but this was the one thing that brought me to my knees.
Dear M,
I believe we come across these things by accident in the most profoundly loving way. I relate very deeply to what you have shared and would be happy to connect with you about that, if you felt so inclined. Send me a private message any time, and we can share a little, you and I.
With love,
Catherine
onspiritswings@gmail.com